I'm in my 11th year of being a wedding photographer. I love taking pictures of couples and trying to artistically document who they are, using skilled photography techniques. This year, I have decided to take things slow. I've booked myself light this season, and I can already tell how much I have needed this gift to myself. For the last 11 summers, I gave myself the most impossible schedule. I'm a very hard worker, and I love working with the brides and grooms that I have had. Normally, on any previous summer, my camera is in my hands so much that I had spots of skin that rubbed off where my hand touched my camera constantly. I don't even want to go into the long computer hours. I didn't pay attention to back-aches, eating regularly, or restroom breaks at all. I was in creative zone and I loved it there - so I lived there.
That lifestyle took a heavy toll on me. So, I'm giving myself a break, and it is such a great thing. Learning to move at a slower pace to care for myself is definitely a necessary education.
I met Christine and Shaun in Waterton for their engagement session. When they drove up with their two fur-babies in their car, the dog-lover in me exclaimed, "doggies"!! I was happy that they wanted to incorporate their "kids" into their engagement session.
Waterton is my playground. We are so blessed to have this amazing landscape so close to us. I was so happy to be there with these two. It was a relaxed session and Christine and Shaun were up for anything.
It felt SO good to have my camera in my hand again. My need to be creative is like my fourth child I need to care for, or an itch I need to scratch. I HAVE to use my creativity. I've always been this way because I am a creator. I'm just giving myself rules, so I can balance my life.
Enjoy this fun couple's images...
I have been looking forward to earning my Master of Photographic Arts (MPA) for four years, since I joined the Professional Photographers of Canada Association. At the end of April, I was awarded the designation at a banquet in Winnipeg, Manitoba. This hard-to-earn award is a lot of work of image competition success and dedication to serving the industry and teaching other photographers. It shows demonstrated mastery in my field.
The first image is of me in my hotel room right after they first put my medal on me and before I received the wall plaque at the banquet. It was exciting. I was glad I went.
Oftentimes when people show me their photos on their phone or if I comment on people's photos online they usually mention a disclaimer of their photography skills. I will usually shoot back something disarming right away. I'm not judging photos everywhere I look. I mention that it is much more important to take the photos as life unfolds and changes before all of our eyes. Candid or not - photograph a lot. Kids grow and change so fast. I wasn't always a professional photographer, but I sure have always been snap-happy. In the digital realm, there is no monetary cost to photographing. In the film days, film and processing costs slowed us shutterbugs down a bit. Take pictures of everything! :-) My kids, of course, were my favorite subjects. I can tell, as they grew, I got better at my skills, which is a good thing. Now that they are older, our family photos are priceless. It seems only a few short years ago they were this little. It warms my heart and I am so glad I have captured moments of what is now a lost time.
This is one of my favorite times of the year. Image competition!
I was a judge for our Provincial competition in January, which was a very interesting thing to do. The Professional Photographers of Canada National Image Competition was at the end of March, and I am pleased that three of my entries got through. I received two "accepted" scores and a "merit". Even though I've had to slow down a bit, I'm glad I didn't miss competing. :-)
I would definitely describe myself as a dreamer. My mind is at home, in my jammies with my slippered feet up, when it sits back and marinates in all it's creative juices. Emotions, texture, lines, shapes, feelings...expressions - and colour. Colour! I am so blessed to see the world as I do.
I have had to slow down the last little while because my body and mind could not keep up the pace I had set for myself for the previous ten years in business (see my previous post). I've had to learn, the hard way, what non-workaholics learn much earlier in their lives. This more manageable pace has been exactly what I needed. It has allowed me to rest in my mental creative marination and exercise reflection of many things.
I haven't been sitting back eating bon-bons, however. In my time of reflection and choice, I have been working on what needed to be worked on, organizing what needed to be organized, talking to who I needed to talk to, checking things off my to-do list (albeit slower than before), and creating a portrait of my future.
I will continue to lightly book weddings around a school schedule starting this Fall as I pursue a Bachelor's degree. I'm shaping another skill and career around my photography. At the same time, I am sculpting what kind of retirement years I'm going to have. I have a beautiful plan set out, one that I'm very excited about. This summer is populated with a lighter wedding schedule - which is breathing life into my creativity just thinking about it. For the first time in ten years, I'm not going to be run ragged during the summer months. I'm also going to tackle my to-do list and get everything off my plate. I even have a summer family vacation planned! (That has not happened in a long time!) I am slowly, but surely, changing my workaholic habits.
My life was very gray, very dark for a time. Life's light and colour are returning and I can see that it is exquisitely beautiful - like getting my first look at Spring after a very long, stormy-gray, lonely, record-cold, traumatic winter, but I don't remember Spring ever being this pretty.